Doctors stuck me with needles in utero
I developed trust issues and my therapist finds this apropos
So I keep my guard up, I’ve always got a stone to throw
Somehow I let you in and now I can’t let you go

And you think you know me but I’m a charlatan
I’m non-partisan - Feigning affectation I blend right in
White in the winter and changing with the seasons I’m a ptarmigan
I got a new therapist and a new mantra and it goes like:

I can’t fix this. I can’t fix this. I can’t fix this.
I can’t

And they say time’s fun when you’re having flies
Oh no it feels like I’m stumbling, and I forgot my lines
And the truth is I’m happy to see you (you’re lying)
These are tears of joy falling from my eyes (YOU’RE LYING)

Sweet lucidity speak to me
My thoughts are broken and filled with ellipsis
Feels like I’m sinking and swimming with the fishes
“Know thyself”, mumbles the solipsist
I got a new therapist and a new mantra and it goes like:

I can’t fix this. I can’t fix this. I can’t fix this.
I can’t

I feel free, I feel empty
I’m a parade, I’m the confetti
I … I’m kinda floating down

I want a master to guide me
I’m a student driver on killing spree
I am howling out the moonroof like a banshee
On a spirit quest
I’m serpent at the base of a Judas tree
Surrounded by a swarm of killer bees
I’m a lawyer with his law degree
I’m a skipper drinking liquor out on the Aegean sea
Yeah, I’m a virgin unzipping his zipper
And I – I am sugar sweet